Yay! I remembered to update this. Anyway, today I went to the band fund raiser(carwash).It went very well and I got to hang out with the clarinet section leader, Rich. Which went very well also. After about 2:00p.m. we went to the Davis' house to play v.g.'s. We played Halo 2 til about 6:45p.m. Then Trevor ,the drum section leader, Rich, and Micheal Rhineheart left and went to Trevor's house for more v.g.'s. The reason I didn't go was because Sarah, mellophone player, asked me to stay. I, being me, chose to stay because I'm weird and I can be a gentlemen when I feel like it. We played v.g.'s til 7:30 when my stepdad called and said to get ready to leave, that he was on his way. We stopped playing v.g.'s and I put on my shoes and socks. I forgot to tell you that we all, except for Trevor, went swimming. I notice that when I put on my socks I had a very bad sunburn on my feet. It hur-r-r-r-r-r-rts alot. After I got my shoes and socks on we talked a little bit and we went outside to wait for my stepdad. If you who read this know me personally you know that me and Sarah went out for the better part of last school year. The reason she broke up with me the last time at the ending two weeks is because " she just didn't feel it". Which threw me for a complete mental loop. The real reason that she broke up with me(I think, don't hold it against me if I'm wrong) is that she didn't like the the fact that I swipped a drink from a school vendor, but the thing is I didn't really want it, I just wanted to see if I could. The thing that kind of set that thought into motion is the fact that she broke up with me the day after we started going back out. So, when she asked me to stay it scarred me and confused me. She also told me that our friend Arianne said that she should go back out with me. When she said that, it made me even more confused and I couldn't say anything in reply, because I'm sure she knows that I still have very strong feelings for her. When we went outside, made small talk. After a while I laughed at both a thought and something she said. She heard the laugh and ask what I was laughing at. I couldn't really explain what I was laughing at, but after a few seconds she said maybe your laughing at the same feelings of akwardness that she was feeling.(please don't hold me to every word I'm going off what I felt and thought what she ment) We waited a few seconds until my stepdad came and got me. I felt akward. I just don't know what she's thinking. I guess it would make things boring if I did. It would be great to hook back up with her, but that might be hopeful wishing on my part. I'll keep you posted. I want to ask my friends that know who and what I'm talking about to keep this from Sarah and anyone else.